My mind has been opened on a number of levels over the past years. I've learned a lot about how a grieving family stresses and breaks then comes back together without the others. Sometimes sudden, often prolonged....death comes randomly according to lifestyle and heredity and choices made. Sometimes it's just a "shit happens" kind of deal. I truly believe that the good lord knows the time and circumstances so that's one less thing to worry about. That being said, life is short so get with it Poops. I'm dreaming again and seeing possibility where I never thought it would be in my life. It is acceptance and letting go and it feels mighty good. The clock is steady ticking.
The beach looks a little closer and I'm glad not to be there lately with the monsoons and such. I would be sooooooo pissed if I didn't get at least one sunny day out of it. I can play cards anywhere, ya know? I was a lifeguard at the Moose Pool during high school summers and that's what we did when the rains came and we had to kill time until the sun came out. Spades and Hearts all the way baby. We flipped burgers, made cokes and