take me to church

Our plan today was to go to Malesus UMC where there was  a joint service with them and Bemis.  It's just a short drive from there and they have SS in the mornings with Ms Juanita.  Juanita was going to be absent sowe stayed at Casa Lauren and played.  And ate.  And gave the cat a bath...lerd.  LP came back from picking up lunch and said "What have y'all be doing in here??"  JJ the kitten is quite adventurous and knocks over every little thing like the plants.  I swept up dirt for a while and Reaves played in it.  I was pre-occupied so she found an old phone and was looking for games.  Gaga did not have a clue how to get off of video chat so we talked to Kim for a bit.  Last I heard she can come to Gaga's church soon.

I really have a hard time believing in anything much right now.  I know that God is in control and it's all in his time.  I try to do the next right thing in my own way.  I learned that from my late husband.

I think that he is loving the heck out of his wild child grandgirl.  The view from heaven is much happier than all of this worldly stuff.  Brought up in the COC way, he never felt worthy enough to come to church with us.  Said as long as he was sinning he just could not.

In his mind that had to do with alcohol and drug use.  His family history was like a train wreck reaching from Broodmoor to Bell Street.  I met his birth mother shortly before she died and he looked just like her. 

My dear friend called to check on me this afternoon and told me all about today at our home church.  I missed all those folks but I can always watch online! 

There are a ton of FUMC people in Milan right now and I wish I was there.  I am there, in fact.  In spirit with a cross and a flame ^j^