positivity

Lauren gave me a pep talk this morning before she left for work.  She was all dressed up looking very professional and headed to her current job.  We talked, at length, about my mental status yesterday which is sort of iffy right now because of a lot of things.  I stress, worry and otherwise fail to trust God.  A large portion of that comes from watching a lot of news.  Imagine that!  To me, it's sort of like a train wreck.  I can't look away. But you cannot go down the rabbit hole with all that.  Sure, it's crazy what is happening now.  We are all scared and freaked out, well Except for the ones who don't pay attention.  

I remember as a CHS employee getting an email outlining their big beautiful deal with another company in the Nashville area that was arranged by a hedge fund manager.  That was the beginning of the end for that company.  I was still employed there when I retired and three months later all local facilities, including physician practices, were taken over by West Tennessee Healthcare.  I am thankful because I was too old and too tired to go through another sale, with all the angst that accompanies it.  Just changing software is a major ordeal.

We had a rogue thunderstorm this morning that has passed for now yet there are more to come.  It's spring 'n tn which means ya' never know.  A lot of corn got planted prior, so there is that.  Me and the stray siamese had some quality time on the porch yesterday and now has a name.  Bubbie!   He and Rosie had a wrestling match out in the yard and despite his injury, he held his own.  Hopefully I'll get to see Reaves this weekend.  Cross your fingers.

So about my freak out.  I refuse to be intimidated any longer.  That includes trash talk and blaming.  I will stand up for what I believe in even if the government comes after me.  We are all screwed anyway.  No wait, that's not positivity!  It's reality and I'll take it over believing lies.  

Faith, hope and love ^j^